Eight years ago today we all got up early to get to the airport. We sat at gate D8 signing papers and pacing the floor. I was emotionally exhausted from the week before (most of you know I spent 5 days in Hawaii waiting for our daughter to come…but left without her when arrangements didn’t work out) and hoping it would finally work out. I was so touched by all the family and friends that came to welcome our daughter to our arms.
As I watched the plane pull up I felt my stomach turn to knots! The agency handed her over to me and I was so glad she was here safe and with her forever family. The first time I looked into her eyes I knew she was meant to be ours.
My heart was full and my family complete. Thank you Callie for being my girl and for coming to my life! We love you “Bubs”!!
Spring 2005
First Day of Pre-school 2004
April 2009
Just the other day, I was informed that I would be a mother,
Yet it isn't me that will carry the baby, it is another.
The love I feel for this woman is extremely unique;
I don't even know her and we can't even speak.
How can I thank her for such a sacrifice?
How can anything I do ever suffice?
I hardly know about her feelings or fears,
but I can guess the extent of her tears,
For my eyes flow with tears of my own-
When I think of her with arms empty and alone.
I wish I could convey to her the time I have spent crying,
Knowing that she feels like a part of her is dying.
But what would I say to someone so alone?
How would I gain her trust for this baby she has grown?
I wish I could know what she is going through
So I could help her do what she must do.
Does she know how much she is on my mind?
Does she know that I am truly kind?
Does she know that I love her for the baby-
that she is so faithfully, entrusting to me?